I know

I know I'm not good enough;
I know I'm not smart enough;
I know I'm not clever enough;
I know I'm not brave enough;
I know I'm not friendly enough;
I know I'm not talktive enough;
I know I'm not decisive enough;
I know I'm not happy enough;
I know I know I know I know I know ....
I know what I prefer to do;
I know I won't be able to do it...
I know..
I know I'm stupid...

I know I already fed up the life in Ireland. But I don't know how I can continue to hold and keep going in here. Seriously, I really want to leave with my family. I'm tired. I feel my shoulder is heavy like stone..
I really think Western culture is more suitable for me and my family.

But when I can run away??

Another 3 years??

I HOPE IS TOMORROW