I do not care

I have been care too much
Too much
Too over
It's the time to stop and live for myself

曾经
以为做了就会有结果
曾经
以为努力就会有结果
曾经
以为还是会有希望
不过，现在
我不想再去在乎了

想要享受這個moment
想要好好的refresh my mind
想要享受我的人生

只要笑一笑，沒什麽事情過不了
笑一笑
忘一忘
哭一哭
又是美好的moment

Mk, Do your best
Don't need to care too much
Gambateh

Hard to read

People said to me that I'm kind of girl who is thinking very much
They find it hard to understand and read me
On my facebook, they couldn't find out what are my status about.

Am I?
Really?
Do you guys think so as well??

May be because of
I'm Scorpion

I don't know!
I still need time for maturing and grow up

MK, BE CONSCIOUS
BE STRONG
BE SMART

Simple

Only solution is
SIMPLE

See everything Simply
Think everything Simply
Talk everything Simply

SIMPLE!!!!!!!

Only simple can make things good.....

MK, BE SIMPLE
BE HAPPY
DON'T NEED TO MAKE THING COMPLICATE

SIMPLE LIFE
SIMPLE THOUGHT
SIMPLE PERSONALITY

SIMPLE

I'll be okie

I shouldn't spend time on those
It's already too much
Life shouldn't just full with these
Life makes up of many parts
- Families
- Friends
- Socials
- Foods
- Learning
ETC
ETC

My life should fill with happiness even though tough time is coming
Don't be afraid, just do whatever I can
Face tough time with strong attitude
My family need me
I have to be a strong girl

MK, BE STRONG
BE BRAVE
BE OPTIMISTIC

GAMBATEH!!!!

Tired -- > Fear

I already been college for 5 weeks. It will be my week 6 next week.
If you ask me my comments for the pst 5 weeks, I'd say NOT AS GOOD AS I THOUGHT.

It probably just myself have thinking too much but it is really what I think about it right now
Before I go to college:
I thought it would be happy
I thought it would be enjoyable
I thought it would be rock
After the 5 weeks there:
It is not very happy
It is not enjoyable
It is not rock

Well, I'm not saying it is really suck but it is just not good enough.
I feel TIRED
-Have to drive about 35 mins each way
-I have to get up 2 hours before the class start
-Confused, tired, upset about the realationship with people
-Spend about 100 euro each week
I'M REALLY TIRED
Money isn't really a big deal
What disturbed me since I started is the people

I don't know how to communicate well with people
I always say something wrong
I always do smething wrong
I really don't know who I can really trust and believe
I really don't know and understand what the hell they're doing
What is the purpose?? Tell me Tell me Tell me
I pretended myself as a fool
I pretended not to care
I pretended that I was happy
I pretended that I wasn't upset
And of course, I made few good friends. I'm glad that I met them, otherwise I'd die

Seriously
All I want is SIMPLE
I don't need the lies
I'm not kind of girl who like to cheat and pretend
I just want straight forward and simple reponse
Can you please don't lie and fool me
If you tell me your true thought, I won't mind even it is cruel
I'm happy in this way

I know
It's the time to learn
It's the time to be mature
It's the time to grow
It's the time to give up
It's the time not to serious
It's the time not to stubborn
It's the time to LIVE FOR MYSELF

Each week can happened many things
Each week can change my attitute
Each week can hurt me
I'm just speechless now.... SILENCE

MK, BE STRONG
BE BRAVE
BE REALISTIC


Actually
I FEEL SCARED AND WORRIED
Many things - too much, too many had happened, some other bad things will come soon as well
What I can do??
NOTHING
Just simply wait it to come to find me.....

Positive

Suddenly sing K alone at home
Singing is my hobby
Through it, I can release my feelings and I can forget everything
When happy = Sing
When upset = Sing
When angry = can't sing!!!!



Recently don't know why getting so emotional, therefore, wrote POSITIVE on my hand for reminding myself.
Is it works??
Not really!!!!



Today, I listened, played, and messed with PETIT CHIEN by Chopin
It's my favourite. I usually turn it on very loud and mess and play with it.
I messed with it when I'm angry, sad, upset and negative.
It can really cheer me up and make me forget the pains.
Good way for releasing feelings as well.

IT'S MY LIFE, really!!!

MK, CHEER UP.
TOMORROW WILL BE BRILLIANT DAY

Fairytale, Idol Drama

童話里的故事多么的美麗
公主遇難就一定會有心愛的王子來搭救
從此以後，可愛的公主就和心愛的王子過著幸福又溫馨又快活的日子了

偶像劇的劇情又是多么的漂亮
帥氣男主角一定會在最後的關頭出現幫助無助的女主角
從此以後，男女主角過著幸福又溫馨又快活的日子了

你相信你的生命會像童話里的公主嗎？
你相信你的生命會像偶像劇里的女主角嗎？

如果有人問我，我會説
我不相信
可是
心裡會期待這永遠不會發生的事情

童話，偶像劇，就像是我的夢
華麗而不實
夢里的我，是多么的開心，幸福
白馬王子會出現搭救我，幫助我
當我累了，王子的肩膀可以讓我休息
在王子的面前，不用偽裝，不用假裝
想哭就哭，想唱就唱，想笑就笑
只要王子的一個笑容
只要王子的一個眼神
就能夠讓我安心
讓心沉淀
但恐怕，這些美麗的故事就只能在夜晚的夢裡出現
醒來了，就要面對現實的一切
寧願昏睡在這些夢裡
也不愿意醒過來

現實
很殘忍
很可怕
很難過
你猜我，我憂心
你騙我，我難過
你害我，我失望
這，這，這一切是什麽？？
難道這就是你我要的嗎？

其實也不知道要寫什麽
説什麽，想什麽
可能是心裡覺得很亂，很累
需要一個垃圾桶
把不乾淨，肮髒的東西統統給扔掉
可是扔掉了還是會有細菌留下
細菌會滲入體內
進而傷害身體
然後留下根治不了的傷痕

MK
加油，好嗎
相信明天會更好，好嗎
樂觀一點，好嗎
努力一點，好嗎
堅強一點，好嗎
忘記，好嗎
不要在乎，好嗎



我不需要王子

Hurt

I hurt by people
I hurt others
I hurt myself

What I can say about it??
Silence.... ><

I know I did actually hurt others and I actually know how it feels but nothing I can do about it, because it is all by fate
Fate lead us to this condition
Well, I know we can't blame the god and fate
It is all about our choices.



Time will recover us from pains..
Just LET IT BE

MK, DON'T THINK TOO MUCH
BE POSITIVE AND HAPPY AND CHEER UP
NOTHING YOU CAN DO AND CHANGE

S.T.O.P - It's new start

I asked myself to stop
Stop being so stupid
Stop being so emotion
Stop being so stubborn
Stop being so mental
STOP
STOP
STOP
It's enough

Start my new life
Let it be
Leave it goes as it is
Nothing can make me stay in one condition
Forget the downrun

I still have brilliant future in front of me
I still have plenty of youths
I still have the ability to make my own life

MK, GO AHEAD
LOOK AHEAD
USE THE BEST OF LIFE

I BELIEVE I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH
I WILL BE STAND UP AGAIN
I WILL HAVE BRILLIANT DAY
I BELIEVE I CAN FLY
GO GO GO