International Induction Day

What the hell!!
I had sent many emails to WIT for asking the questions, but they didn't reply to me at all. After about 2 weeks of waiting, I already give up of waiting their reply. But guess what?? I got a reply today, well it's too late and no use anymore..
Anyway... What I can say, I can't blame the system. That's the way they are in the country.

The Induction Day was good overall apart from some disturbing problems. I knew 2 girls whose from Korea and Russian, Joo and Orga. They are really nice and friendly. I hope our friendship can last forever. :)



There will be an International Welcome Party on thrusday night but I'm bit lazy because it took around 35 minutes for me to drive there and 35 minutes home. That'll be very tiring. Well, I just have too much excuses.

MK, DON'T BE LAZY
GET INVOLVE AND FEEL THE THIRD LEVEL

Summer is nearly over..

I can't believe it
The time passed really fast, it is like the fast-forward button on the remote control..
One word --> FAST
I really miss that the time when I have plenty of free time and no need to worry about that I have no time to do this, that at home..
It's now nearly over. Gosh, I want a fresh new summer again.

Last night, I went out to Creation with colleagues. It was great fun. I find out that dancing with no thinking is a good way to express all the emotions. The sweats, the drinks, the moving, the music make me mad actually.
But one thing I don't get is why colleagues treat me as a young girl? They kept asking me am I okie. Seriously millions times.. Well, it is warm though because people care about you.

Actually today I'm thinking about is there tricks behind all the caring??

Anyway, International Induction Day tomorrow...
I'm really nervous and worry because I really hate being alone. I really know no one there. I really hope that tomorrow will be a good day for me..... Hopefully.. Please..

BE BRAVE & FACE IT
DON'T BE SO LAZY, MK

Live the Moment

I just finishing King Kong with my family. It is the 2005 one.
Everytime I watch it I always have the same feeling at the end because people killed such nice King Kong. But they still think they were right. Well, it's only a film but ‘Play is like the life; Life is like the play'. What happens in the reality is always present in the play.

In reality, we all know and understand how the game is play. People can hurt others because of their own selfish idea. They don't care. They won't consider the points from others; they just will think of their advantages. Well, not all people are but there are some idiots.
We all had experienced the difficulties from idiots but still can't accept the fact and always ask WHY WHY WHY, HOW HOW HOW. Seriously, I find it hard to get over those but still have to make it over. I already fed up to ask why why why and how how how I will just leave it go.

Actually now I'm quite upset because of those news. People can die with no predictions. Life is really weak.

Anyway

LIVE THE MOMENT
ENJOY AND CHERISH WHAT YOU HAVE

That is what I can do now.

I only compared with myself

Yes, I got the result yesterday. It wasn't too good but I'm glad that I have finished it and it will be a new start, new hope, new aim, and new life.
I used to be who do not admit defeat. When I see others have more better results, I'd always unhappy because I thought I can be better than them. I know it is bad because it damaged my mood and my life.
I actually realised that I'm not a clever, smart person and I hasn't worked hard enough for everything. I was over confident about everything. I need to learn more and pay more attention on things rather than just do many things at the same time. It is bad.
Well, I have grown up. I have learned.

I WILL ONLY COMPARE WITH MYSELF

I have to hypnotize myself:
1. WORK HARD ON EVERYTHING AND DON'T LET YOURSELF REGRET ABOUT THE DECISION
2. AFTER SETTING THE TARGET, STAY AT IT AND WORK AT IT, NO MATTER WHAT
3. ONLY COMPARE WITH MYSELF

ADD OIL..

Hmm.. Its tomorrow

Yes, It's 18 of August
Finally it is coming
Well, I'm not really nervous I'm just bit can't wait.. ps: I'm not sure
Anyway, let's talk about my day

Today I went to library borrow some books, they looked very nice, I'm going to finish them before september..Hopefully. Sure will tell about the books after finish them.


Counselling -- > Took out ages ago, but haven't finish it. Actually it is quite boring
Dreams -- > This looks interesting
Body Signs -- > This looks good. Well, I think it is good to know what's the body mean.
I can't wait to finish them.

After the dinner with family, we went to the beach for a little walk. The weather was quite cool today but the beach wasn't quite. There was some people and many camp sites.

At 8.00pm, I went to the Indian Ocean restaurant down the quay with friends. I had mild mixed vegtables korma (coconut creamy taste) with chips. Actually I realised that I couldn't eat chips with curry. It tastes better with rice. The pulao rice was nice there and the food wasn't too expensive there. But the mixed vegtables that I got wasn't good quantity because it was just a few vegtables. I really want to complaint actually.



Anyway
HOPE TOMORROW WILL BE A WONDERFUL DAY FOR ME
I WANT TO MAKE MY DECISION

Nostalgic

2 hours ago, I suddenly checked my 'Treasure Box' by a sudden impulse. By checking the box I realised that I'm so nostalgic. There are many stuff there, such as pictures, postcards, flight ticketc and etc... Basically, Lots things.
Most things were bought and taken from Malaysia (My Homeland). Some of them were from my holiday and from Ireland also. I think the reason why I　keep those things is because of the missing of Family, Friends and House in Malaysia. This is why I have such habit since I was young.

Most things were really funny to keep till now :




























































SO NOSTALGIC I AM

Indecisive

I had been a indecisive person since I was born
I won't be able to make my own choice; I always change my mind; I always worry this and that
I never stay on my mind and hold up
This is a very bad character - I know it, I really do

But there are reasons
What I had experienced before leaded me to this such defect...
What I had plan and thought will never turn up
Seriously, Never and Ever

Do you know how bad the feelings are?
Actually I already get used to the way of disapointed from expectations
I already fed up
I already give up
I already accept it
I already not unhappy about those shits, I just bit disapointing
I know I shouldn't give up so easily, and the true is just I won't pay too much expect from my plan and my thought
I will just LEAVE IT GO AS IT IS

Anyway
ONCE YOU SET THE TARGET, STAY AT IT, NO MATTER WHAT <-- this is what I want to tell myself, I need to learn

Btw, I accept the harsh and the discipline from the god.
I WILL ADD OIL -- ps: Im not that pessimistic, I know I will be OPTIMISTIC
I don't know how I will be in a month, in few year, in my life
But, I WILL TRY MY BEST AND JUST ACCEPT EVERYTHING :D

Contradictory

Wow!! Another 10 days

10 days later, I'll know where is my way and what decisions I can make. Although I always want this day to come but it will also a tough day. I will have to make my decision as soon as possible; I will need to worry about the money; I will definite contradictory because I want this but I also want that.

What else I can do... Life is so contradictory...

My heart is really sore and tiring.

HAIZ

You never know your luck

Never!!!
Never!!!

It is hard to know what will happen
What you desire and hope for won't come to you easily...

I know for the moment, education is really important. With a certificate, you can do most things you want. But it is really hard for me to decide.

Should I spend that much for education?
I know the answer actually. I know I should. But I afraid of failure and wasting.
Should I go to experience the society now?
I know I shouldn't. Because it isn't the time.

Anyway, we'll see..
I need to think deeply, but I already fed up.

COME ON, 18 of AUGUST